Mundo's Mind

Man is man one intersting ass beast. Or maybe its just me. The importance of being able to remember what we've done is so that we can and get better. I think about what I like and don't like and then I think about what I project as a person. From what people on the outside to those that get to see it all. In general I think ican be a pretty difficult person in that I come from all over the place and then place reasoning behind most of my actions. I've come to believe that is a pretty dangerous thing. For the most part it comes from a deep sense of feeling that I convey the things that I do. Fact I've known all my life is that the more I care about you the harder I am. In the sense that I just spit it whether good or bad. It can be a difficult thing to get I understand and it also makes me crazy but that's how it is. There is a greater realization on my part that gets that that is not always fair not what people want to hear yadda yadda yadda but ultimately its what comes out. And so I think about last night and run through the conversation and I think what led me to the thing I said. I think highly of this person her ability to think and process is tremendous but I also think that she's stuck and continues to be so. Do I have any right to place judgement or interject? No. I haven't seen her in a while and when the conversation gets there I shoot from the hip. And my methods are difficult to interpret and hard so I stop and think. I'd always rather say it than not I'd always rather burn than ill always rather when I feel strongly enough about it. Its just the way that I process stuff in my head. And so I live with that process forward and more than anything continually attwmpt to be the best mundo that I can be. And exceptions abound everywhere. So I just roll with in whatever way that I can. To write spew speak the thought unique lack of it makes my mind weak and so its leaks out of my pores constantly I want more growth like a spore outwardly from the core and in all of this I attempt to live life I live it openly explicit the meaning of which I give it and more than I account for many faults for which I find no reason to halt liberally assault but stop to realize your demise in this exists taper back a bit in yourself it is others to uplift acknowledge ones gift it is learning through which one sifts the opportunity the shit its right here complete the kit in order to handle dismantle a little break it down realize what you found something amazing and outstanding for which you find the reason to be commanding handling something more you got the ability to exist the chance to explore and for these reasons I can only leave it at this you are who you are and through it all one must persist through it all we exist and at the end all we have is this so make with what you it is your opportunity to create the choices that you make do more to dictate ones fate and what awaits on the other side one can only but be okay with everything and find that it is you best foot forward you place just it front of thre other never expect too much from anyone else because they really are just another allow yourself to be surprised possibility is a great thing the ability to think and dream always a great and maybe we don't always get it straight we make mistakes we trip up the ability to go on is man that's really what makes us more than what we believe we really can the desire to make it reach beyond my own two hands I demand this much sometimes and the truth its really not fair the thought behind the sentiment is hey really care so and stare I do the things in front of me the things that matter most in life are what they need to be and constant change encounters it at each and every step the way I go about so is hey let's go what's next.