Mundo's Mind

i've been writing a lot primarily on this medium as of late but in different times and places the restrictions around me leave to use whatever is the next best thing available. i think more than anything i write for me. the satisfaction of getting something out and onto a form that is accessible for a later time and and date is exciting to me. being the reflective person that i am having the ability to go back and rehash something and see how it may hit you differently is a good thing. the fear i have in all of this is giving myself the opportunity to really sit and go over what it is i really had to say. i have so many thoughts that exit and enter my head it sometimes becomes difficult to decern where one thought ends and the other begins. but i continue to write in spite of the conclusion that it may lack// this is my time to exhibit that within this human being lies breathing feeling, sharing, seeing individual that constantly recoils questions my myself and lets water constatly boil over the brim eventually i have chance to show whats within// not always best and controlling this fact the fact is i'm not a controlling person// i don't want that// easy going is fair to say along for the ride i like to see myself as the intersection where mulitple acts collide and confide and share and stop and stare and remain quiet to see thats fair// so i care is that a problem good so lets go on i feel my face pressed against the both of a phone at home alone or in a place of gathering its always me there with this feeling so maddening and under a microscope i can believe myself to be get over yourself people dont care that much see// and then i realize i am this way for a reason beyond being cyclical beyond just a season// and its all progress/ words to profess/ these actions that trangress/ to best convey/ i realize i must live what i say/ and in this way i create connections true/ say that what i say is what i do/ and to you you pass these pearls of wisdom/ sometimes faith is a leap you must make without vision/ and this kingdom is yours the stories your time/ the dreams your hopes and the limitations your mind/ and if you find yourself lost for a bit/ slow down breathe in enjoy and exist in this/ the resultant of things both in and out of your control/ the story that would be without you simply a black hole/ and grab hold that you make it better/ an introduction of flavor true as nectar/ and while we find from time to time / the drifting of the mind leads to life in lines/ sequential mental detrimental experimental/ remember that nobody really knows/ all we do is wake up and go/ and maybe right now you know more than you did before/ but as we grow and this world we explore the possibilites extend and so does increase what we do not know/ percentage over quantity a quality we can know/ and show worth since birth we knew the truth/ in the school yards we held it as a youth/ and if was always that simple we would have been able to say i'm the man/ in my hands i hold the plan to make others understand/ and while so much of that can still hold true today/ the truth is that i changed too and some things i can't say the same way/ with out reservations or restrictions to hold back/ fear grows as we do this i know a fact/ that ignorance is bliss is not a stupid statement/ that cornering of ones mind requires more than abatement/ and in that i say this is battle we must constantly wage with ourselves/ fuck come up for air otherwise you'll never know/ what's above water/ always look at the ground don't give yourself the chance to look farther/ be a father to your daughter/ you too busy raising yourself/ continually grow the challenge increase ones true wealth/ and health will imporve to this i promise you that a life planned is short of the important act of do//