Monday, February 23, 2009
so what a weekend when i really stop to think about it. the times shared the moments had the challenges overcome. i look at this 4 month were about to complete and i think about everything that has happened to me and all those around me. births, graduations, trips, coming home, learning, growth, overcoming, progress, introduction to things new, the giving of a sacrament, the realization of the need for control, the fall of economy and actually feeling it. the biggest relating point to all of this dad coming here and then early this morning heading back to the motherland. that signaled a lot of this self realization these last few days or weeks possibily. the contrast of this week to last as i sit here in front of a bunch of bikes. the lessons we learn throughout life and the obligations we owe to ourselves we are constantly using the lessons learned to our own benefit but just as much to the betterment of the world around us as well. that is something to go for, to want, to hope for. whether we find it or it finds us the allure of meaning/purpose in life is something we crave as human beings. in this always huge world that makes us feel small and yet in which we are always the master the opportunities for anything and everything are ever present. i thought today about what the brother said about temperng the realms of possibilities but who are we to say what is possible and what is not. that is each individuals' responsiblity to determine and to learn to be comfortable with. i think it is important for people to realize that in life there are limitations but at the same time like and everything around us they are everchanging and constantly reinventing themselves. so where does it lay what is worth remembering and what must we remember to forget? i guess we have some ideas about what we should and shouldnt what we stand by and what we feel could use some work where we fit in to this world and how this world also fits around us. the compliment of an angle and how one helps to determine another and how or what that relationship is defined to be. we cant put it our under our but we hope understand it to respect it to be a part of it al. we just want to acknowledge our part our slice in the pie sitting in front of us. its everything all the time defineable in someways the sameway everytime and yet everchanging in others. sometimes the pillars fall and must be rebuilt. they must sorry should be rebuilt with the knowledge of the previous experience. someimes the lesson is lost and thats a shame but eventually hopefully it can be found. timing after all is the other key component in all of this right? o man...
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