Mundo's Mind

i believe everyone has in inkling inside them to determine, figure out, or whatever the case may be one's own purpose in life. in reality its always just to live so that you can take in the most possible so that you the not only the most also the most useful information to figure things out. for me i think there are some things that change from time to to time but i think the one constant is to have the ability to share and hopefully positively affect the lives of others. hell, i think it's why i write in this thing. while a lot of it is just to centralize my thoughts and keep them together and chronicle things it is outlet for me to simply puts my thoughts out there. i do it everyday and in many ways but i guess the thing is the amount of effort i put into. the one thing i can honestly say is bad about is that i can be a half as effort putting type of person. i mean in a lot of ways it goes along with a lot of my other personality traits in that i'm pretty passive individual. the bad part about it is gives me reason to let things. moments pass. and in that i realize that i'm only just cheating myself. why do i do this i wonder? the best explanation is that it's easy and requires the least amount of effort. but then i stop and realize that hard work is a precursor to good things. no ever says i wish i didn't try because regardless of the outcome whether it be success or failure you can always take away from the experience something positive. so i say today here to myself that this is what i want to live by. to pursue to try and not let life pass me by. because with that's going on inevitably there some things that will. just don't let it be all. and for those things that pass let them pass for a reason, for something better, for something that mattered. last night i was flowin to myself for a good half hour. i listened to what i said and it spilled out of my mouth. not caring because i felt comfortable with the audience, me. that's a start i guess. it's like i said, they're just like you...life is crazy thing and it is yours to live so do it. proverbs, sayings, experiences, stories, moments, times, all there to hold forever. don't forget, and more importantly don't let it be wasted. learn, feel, think, and dream. i don't understand at times thoughts i hold in my mind//fear of reaction but thats what i want so take action//let them process the thoughts in your mind a mess//slowly digest until you have nothing left//and recharge your soul for next time fill the hole//let them know what you know and why you're doing all this for//because they too understand//its just a matter of time the right frame of mind so they can comprehend mine//because even if its not now hopefully at one moment it will and then still you must connect the dots and a form you must fill//because in framework you have an empty form//fill it with some thoughts as your consciousness begins to warm//and let me warn you for a second this path i do not know//its where the thought starts to go in this melodic flow//its constant spitting on it i'm not quitting//i say my name to you so you remember next time//its mundo deliverer of rhyme thought of mind said in lines//so to you i hand off just a little of myself//in you some thoughts to ponder and in me for mental health...