Mundo's Mind

saturday morning here in front of the computer in the living room as i think about what's next...something good i hope, or least i'll look to make it that way. the past few days really week or so i'm starting to realize that i'm kind of normal again. like yeah all this stuff is different and my environment has changed a bit, but i finally realized where i fell in the middle of all this craziness. where i always was to begin with i suppose. obviously there's some learning to be done and some growing up to endure, but i'm doing that all the time anyhow. right now more than anything it's the ability to gain perspective on things in general. realize that as life goes on things kind of fade away in the rear view and all you have is the road ahead. i mean to go back to the driving analysis you gotta scan from time to time and even take a break every once in a while just so you can take it all in, but life is constant and it never stops. now for those that know me a little bit i've always been one to try and find a deeper meaning in the on-goings of life. to have insight into things is something i'm always looking for, but at the same time something that at times keeps from living it up to the fullest. i talked about this a few days before and i'll probably talk about it again but i know this is just a part of who i am. a part of one bigger, greater, and complete being. a little bit of everything as i like to say, balance and all that other good stuff. i mean to get there you gotta keep drving right. so yeah, i'll keep doing that.