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Friday, July 30, 2004

so it's been quite the summer to say the least...and that' holding onto the fact that summers are not quite what they used to be when I was kid...Or when anyone was a kid really for that matter. for me its about learning, about myself and other people too...I mean work and steph and been an on-going thing with me but at the same time other things too...people in general..my friends. I said to steph when we were canoeing but I was like I'm too hard on my friends...I guess my biggest problem in life especially when I get to know people is that I have expectations of them I guess...some of them are totally which is fine cause everyone's gonna be the way they are regeardless...but then it's like I know these other people and yet I place these expectations totally unbefitting of them on them...anyhow maybe it's the stubborn side of me wanting things to be the ay that I want them...and the thing is the good stuff you tend to see in people are usually when they are in their purest form, the way they're best at being anyhow..whether it be the conversationalist, the listener, the companion, or whatever they may be....they kind of play a particular role given a particular setting...not to try to pidgeon hole anyone but its the interesting dynamic created by a group of people that are getting along in life and realize they kind of know/get/whatever it may be one another...anyhow the kitties...I love em and they drive me crazy sometimes but they are the best really...its fun sitting in bed playing with them...or maybe just thinking about...or hearing steph think about is good too...I feel like a parent bringing them to the vet and giving them their medicine and stuff...so three months already....wow...goes fast when you think about it....I only hav ethe rest of my life ahead me....damn

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