Mundo's Mind

today is monday...it really is just any other for the most part but today and maybe just yesterday too the bug got scratched again...I talk about it all the time to myself mostly and mostly in non-verbal methods but whatever...I and people I know have ideas we would like to share wiht hte general public probably in some type of film form...now what exactly is my story, now I don't have that pinned down but I got tons of material and ideas...and not the whole thing either, just in bits and pieces...some more complete than other...I get mad sometimes when I forget them, I usually get mad when I forget anything but yeah, especially that one that one night at the loft...anyhow life has slowed down a bit for me again...just getting back into the routine of things again...I bug out about the fact that I'm living back here again, just a few weeks ago I was just living weekend to weekend. it all seems a little more continuous now...when I was at my place in santa cruz its like I was stuck in a time warp...no forward or backward movement mostly just side to side...but I guess with the whole notion of time standing still means your really falling behind...that is of course if you had something in mind for what to do with your time...I know I did...then why not, lazy? bored? maybe it just wasn't the right setting? sometimes I feel the whole thing with being creative is being in the right, maybe more like the right frame of mind...I guess really its any combination of things in any number of ways that makes it all work out...the right people, the right place, maybe after or during the right moment...maybe its just all in the word create is in creativity anyways...maybe you just need to get some kind of point and stay there for as short and long as you want, and stop as frequently as you really...sometimes I wish I could be there all the time but I know that can't be the case...pick and choose your battles...battles isn't really the right maybe moments is better...but try and remember or maybe at the very least share an idea...and then mayb one day you really can follow through all the way...with that kind of stuff at least...home is great, I'm looking forward to working out again...It'll be like when we went walking that one day...today is day one...it's also a monday...just any other day really..